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[Saturday
May 7th, 2005] |
Yesterday was insane. That fucking volleyball game I thought it would have been the end of me.So it starts out me and Roberta are in 3rd pd making everyones shirt and what not. We find out Ian the person who wanted to be captain of the team so bad or else he would have shit his pants and cried about it didnt even go to school. Mike said he should have been there cause he went out with them the night before and he was fine. I told Roberta and she left Ian a message that was a complete and total joke that was like "If you dont come after school today I will never talk to you agian you were alright to go out last night so please come play volleyball with us after school" and me and Mrs. Russo were clearly laughing in the background. 20 minutes later he leaves her a text that says "If you ever leave me a fucking message like that again I will never talk to you agian dont try to think you know my problems cause you dont". If you could see my face you would see the "care" face cause I could care less about his problems and I think roberta could as well. So we were like whatever fuck it who cares Ian is a dick anyways. SO we make everyones shirt I went downstairs to get Mikes shirt who by the way made his own after Roberta and Marco went and spent $20 plus dollars and this special paper that you use to iron on letters you print out from the computer, but he made his own but he wanted us to put a picture of Rivers from Weezer on his shirt dsince MIke looks exactly like him so I go up and we make his shirt and we go to 5th and 6th pd. and what not we come back 7th to give Mike his shirt, and guess what? Mike left school. I wonder why? maybe cause that asshole Ian called him and said dont play volleyball with them after school. This had me fucking pissed as hell and Roberta almost cried cause she was trying to do something nice for everyone and this is how she gets treated. And let me say that pretty much EVERYONE was pissed at Mike and Ian, not just us. I threw Mikes shirt in the garbage he doesnt deserve to have that shit. But then Marco took it out of the garbage cause "he might show up" yeah right Monday when I go to school I dont care how much money he spent on that shirt Im throwing it away, he doesnt deserve it. So now we're down 4 players and the team moral is low. Roberta goes outside to the one kid named Manny who was going to be an alternate on our team and tells him we might have to drop out of the contest cause we dont have enough players. This kid that I dont know Roberta is alright with looks over to his friends and says "c'mon guys we're going to play volleyball your not dropping out of the contest" and it shows how people can have your back who really arent even your friends more then a person who is supposed to be like your "family" has your back. So we went to the gym and this is where the fun starts. Big Steve is playing and he doesnt have sneakers so he borrows sneakers that are too small for him to wear and he came out and took one shoe off and was like to this kid " let me get your left shoe cause this one really hurts my foot" and the kid wouldnt give it to him so he was like alright Im just going to have to play in one shoe then and hes all serious about it but he had to put the other shoe back on in order to play. So we start the first game and we're playing tough man, Steve has twizzlers hangong out of his mouth but hes still spiking the ball and getting up points we won that first game be we almost didnt cause some kid on the other team kicked the ball and was like "hit it hit it its still good" and Steve caught the ball and was like "hold up" and we all started yelling, our team was going to start so many fights. So we made it to the second round and in between games we were on the other side of the gym kicking volleyballs hard as hell and this kid pete threw one realy hard and his Marco in the ass and he went right down and started to yell. It was the funniest thing ever. The next team we played was the hardest team there cause they are the reigning champs, we got so close to beating them too. But they were calling bullshit points like when someone elses volleyball bounced into our court and got in the way it was their point. but whatever I wanted to his some kid in the face I swear his hair was in like the shape of a helmet it molded perfectley to his head and when he tried to make a care face he looked like a retart and I was like "uhhh no thats something you cannot do" But whatever we got olimnated but at least we had fun. It was so much fun I hanvent laughed so hard in a long time. Steve stole a volleyball from the gym and left and said "At least you cant say we didnt leave with a trophey". I will never forget that day ever.
And from now on bitches:
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[Wednesday
May 4th, 2005] |
I just watched this amazing documentary on MTV called 'I'm Still Here' about the holocaust and all the jewish people that were tortured and killed for their beliefs. They had journals of jewish teenagers that they read as the narroration, and they showed footage and photos, some of them were extremley eye opening, and I learned from it. Some of the writing in these journals were amazing in lack of better words, there is some phrases that just stick in my head from it, its unbelievable. One phrase that stuck in my head was from an unidentified Jewish girl who was forced to live in a ghetto with minimal food and shelter, She said they were being treated worse then pigs and she had to restrain herself from yelling at the Nazi soldiers and the one like that stuck out was " We had to keep quiet, even though our hearts were breaking". I know Im like rambling about this but this was one of the most amazing things I've ever watched. They showed this little commercial type thing inbetween the show and it had people saying what they thought the holocaust was, some were saying they thought the holocaust was Haunaka, or a war between America and Russia. 53% of high school students dont know what the holocaust is and they dont care. I think more people should care about history, it may be boring at times but (at least to me anyways) at times its also very interesting to learn about things that happened to the generations before you, cause soon its going to be our generation thats going to be written about in history books and I know I would want future kids to know about what happened to us when we were young, and maybe actually care about it. Well Im going to shut up about this now...but I highley suggest that if you catch the re-run of 'I'm Still Here' sit and watch it, its only an hour and maybe you'll take something from it like I did. And my rant is now finished.
-Jessica.
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| Yer fuckin mami |
[Wednesday
May 4th, 2005] |
So school was alright...weight room is killing me though my arms have gone to hell and my legs are in pain. Mike had these free tickets to see The Starting Line perform acousticly and then do an autograph signing and he was going to give me one till her remembered that I dont like The Starting Line. We pretty much played neopets all day as usual and got some work done for the documentary done in between. Me and Carissa are the sickly couple this week. I dont know what the hell it is but we are definatly suffering together. Volleyball game on Friday, I've been granted the name "Coach Mami" Victor gave it to me and I feel privelaged to be able to use the word mami. So yeah I need to take the day of prom off of school, but I really cant...cause I have like 7 absences and if I have one more thats a lss of credit in all clases and I dont need that. But now I have no time to do anything. I need to get my nails and hair done that day and Im never going to have time so Im going to need to get my nails done the day before and then rush and get my hair done after school. *sigh* this is a lot to think about but Im excited. Well Im going to go now.
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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[Tuesday
May 3rd, 2005] |
So yeah an EXTREMLEY close friend of my family, he's almost like my older brother and he is one of my brothers closet friends, but he came home from the army a couple days ago and he came to visit us today. It was really nice to see him agian. He's going back tomorrow and he should be officially shipped home for good in April of 2006. So yeah school was alright i laughed a lot cause of Ian, he always does the stupidest things to make you laugh. Prom is in like....10 days? and I still need to tan and get a bag and what not. Im excited, I cant wait. Well I dont have much to write right now so Im going to go.
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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| Im a captain! |
[Monday
May 2nd, 2005] |
So yeah school was alright today, I got a lot of points on neopets and what not, I did a project for Ian, since he didnt finish it and I dont know why I did it but I did. We entered this volleyball compitetion that our school is having and you make a team and you can win $100 so were making a Team out of Mike, Ian, Roberta, Marco, Victor, Steve, Carissa, and some other people and me and Steph are the coaches and all we have to do is cheer on the team lol. We are making shirts and everything we all have nicknames, all we need to do is get a team name we sat today and tried to think of one but we couldnt. Roberta put my hair in a braid but it fell out. There isnt much else to say about today but I need to think of a name for me as captain....Mike and Ian seem to think "Coach I didnt go to Bamboozle" is a good name. those assholes. Leave me comments with some ideas.
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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[Tuesday
April 26th, 2005] |
Today was alright, I went to school and did the usual. Got some work doen for the documentary and played on neopets. I came home and Chantal wanted to come over so she did and we hung out ond had fun and watched videos on Music Choice and as Im going through the "Hit List" sections I come across none other then fucking O-ZONE and NUMA NUMA ( and I'll call it numa numa cause I like to call it numa numa thank you very much), so me and Chantal watched the video and laughed. At prom I have to do the roger rabbit cause I shook on it and me and Chantal are dancing all night long, we're not allowed to stop. Carissa then came over and we laughed some more and then my brother and Sean came over and Sean made me a Peru sign to put on my door since I listen to Reggaeton even though I dont understand it, so he told me I should have a Peru sticker on my door, but he made a sign instead that says "Kiss me Im from Peru" and then it has arrows pointing like "VIVA LOS...PERU" and "Honk if you're from Peru" He also drew me a picture of a man killing a person with his laser eyes and some guy flying...its pretty funny...I'll post them later. Then me Carissa and Chantal left and went off to Youth Group and then Chantal went home and me and Carissa went inside and what not and we had fun in our meeting and we got to eat the left overs from the Bake-Sale on Sunday which was cool. So yeah that was my day and Im going to go now.
Later Bitches,
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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[Tuesday
April 26th, 2005] |
♥Jessica Kozlowski and ♥Sonny Moore | - Plan to conceive two e-girls.
- Can't wait to read as it mightn't lead to pregnancy
- Would volunteer to be the two responsible for re-populating the planet.
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| Hello kiddies I have a story for you |
[Monday
April 25th, 2005] |
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A Story about walking home with Ian
So today our whole video production class got let out of class a minute or so early, and we were walking out the door when we realized Ian was walking the same way as us. We walked down the street and we talked about him and Mike got drunk every day this summer and then all of a sudden a HUGE dog came out of nowhere and almost killed us. Ian was the closest so Carissa pushed him twords the dog, she had to. Ian was rubbing his leg goodbye, but then the dog just ran past us and the owner chased it down. We continued on our journey. Ian pushed Carissa into a van and then I noticed that the license plate was from Massachusettes so I called it and punched Carissa. She said ouch. Ian then talked about buying Chinese food for some lady friend of his and then Mike showed up, and ruined Ians party in his pants while piss drunk. We talked about Ian being the designated "drunk" driver and how he said "well if you want to drive home with me you might die" We passed by some houses and Ian said "Those are stupid look at those stupid stairs, and that stupid driveway, and that stupid small yard" and Carissa chimed in with "Yeah and those stupid rocks" and Ian replyed "No those arent stupid, what are you talking about you dont know anything", it was funny. Then we said our goodbyes, Ian had to go off to work while me and Carissa were going to set up for my moms bookfair.
fin.
( enter witty phrase here )
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| Holla fo a dolla nigga |
[Friday
April 22nd, 2005] |
Yeah Im bored, school kinda sucked today but Im not going to speak about it in here since I dont trust writing it in here, but I pretty much played on neopets all day since on Thursday we all made a bet that if we make a neopet the person with the least amount of Neopoints will have to buy everyone ice cream, So therefore Im not losing. I have like 2 thousand something points now. My mom told me today that Chucky wanted to get me a limo for prom which is pretty pointless since Im going by myself now anyways...what is it going to be just me in the limo? Pretty gay. Well yeah I dont have anything else to write about but leave me a comment and fill this out.
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Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
....I'll give you a head start on falling out of contact...
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[Wednesday
April 20th, 2005] |
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So yeah, I havent posted a lot of things in here that I should have....number one.
Marco you [broke] my heart, and left me dateless for prom, well you didnt REALLY break my heart but I am still dateless.
Anyone willing to fill his spot?
Its pretty hot out today and I wanted to go walking and all but Carissa got grounded, and I dont like to walk alone and look all reatarted. Today in school we dowloaded some cool songs, like boogeyman and numa numa. I didnt really do much but work on our documentary. My knee started to hurt cause its supposed to rain tonight, and you know I dont like the fact that Im losing touch with people but according to them its what they want. Well yeah I think thats all I want to write, or at least all I can think of for now.
Fin.
Jessica.
P.S. Sometimes people suck, horribly bad.
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[Friday
April 15th, 2005] |
Who knew that even a month before prom I would be going as crazy as I am. I know what dress Im getting, I need to find shoes which is always a task cause Im not getting cheap shitty looking shoes that I dont like, I just wont do it. I need new jewelry and I need to get a pair of flip flops just so when I get to prom and decide to take off my shoes I wont get my feet dirty, I need to decide how to do my hair, I need to start going tanning so Im not white as a ghost in my dress, I need to figure out a good way to do my make up as well. Im going crazy here. Things are going shitty man, just real shitty for me right now and Im not gonna specify, but they are just shitty. Im gonna go search some more on the internet for types of shoes and some jewery....
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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| your mami |
[Wednesday
April 13th, 2005] |
Today was crazy....but yeah school SUCKED...complete balls and Im not going to get into that right now. Later on Me and Chantal went to go watch Stacy play in her softball game, and she did good, Kearny won 9 to 3. Then some other shit happened. And then I came home and did nothing. No actually I just sent away for the School of the Visual Arts....I'll check into that school and see if I like it or not. There is like so many schools I've sent away for...well only like 5 but thats okay. Im really tired and my throat is hurting me pretty bad and I dont know why...Im not really looking forward to school anymore...There is so much shit going on I'd just rather stay home and not talk then go to school and get annoyed and not talk. Ahh well...I need to look things up for the documentary actually and then I think I might draw or something...
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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| waddup? |
[Monday
April 11th, 2005] |
So today was pretty cool. In school we didnt do much but research and what not for the documentary. Carissa brought in her tape from Beatle Fest last year so she could show Mr. A but he wasnt in today so she showed the other teachers and they enjoyed it. 8th pd when Mrs. V came down with her drama class Me, Carissa, Mike and Ian stayed outside the whole time....well we kinda got locked out the first time and then we decided we would rather stay outside so we did and we played tricks on everyone inside and we talked and what not. Ian did the funniest thing ever too it got all quiet and you heard the ice cream man song somewhere in the distance and Ian had the straightest face on ever the most blank expression and he just looks at me and goes "Little Jimmy." and then jumps over this scafolding bar to go look for the truck...it made me laugh hysterically. Mike was climbing up the bars and he was hanging on one of them like a monkey the whole time just saying "Im gonna fall and Im gonna die, Im gonna die" MIke also threw this paper ball he had made when they were having a war of thowing these discs and paper balls at each other in class, but this paper ball was monsterous with masking tape on it and everything...but yeah he threw it at me and hit me in the tit and it hurt so I got him really good in the head with it while he was on the phone. So yeah we snuck inside and no one even knew we were missing...well some people did since we kept banging on the door and then hiding, but it was fun...I want to do it agian.
On to other things...I have a date to prom, which is cool. His name is Marco and he wanted to go so I offered to put his bid in for him since hes a senoir and he wants to go as a date type thing...he wants to match and everything, so thats cool. Im actually excited. I cant wait till that weekend now its going to be so much fun. Alright yeah Im going to go now.
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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[Saturday
April 9th, 2005] |
I feel really bad....I really wanted to go to Beatle Fest with Carissa but I couldnt get money in time to go and she was saying she would give me her money to use but that would make me feel even more terrible cause thats her money that she saved for it. So Im not going and I dont want her to be mad at me that I didnt go but I would just feel terrible using her money that she earned. I didnt want to ask my mom for money cause I asked her for $5 yesterday to be able to go to the talent show and I know my mom is trying to save our money so we can go to Florida this summer. These are the time when I wish I had a job. I need one bad. I cant wait till the summer when it will be a lot easier to work since I do nothing really in the summer. Well last night was fun at the talent show. Right after school we went to Chantals house and we hung out and made a poster for Stacy. The talent show was pretty good better then last year minus the fact that we had two people go on stage and completley ruin two perfectly good songs. First person came on and played TBS and completley destroyed Cute without the E....like ruined it. Then this one girl came out and played SOTY and I gave that to her cause she did a good job, but then she played MCR and fucked up the lyrics so bad that she ruined it for herself. In my opininon the dance team should have placed somewhere in the top three cause man oh man where they good....I never saw them dance before and I thought it was some over rated like hip hop dance team but they do all sorts of dance and last night they did this cool ass routine where they were in like straight jackets and shit....oh my god it was the coolest thing ever. Yeah but after the talent show we went to Dunkin Donuts with Stacy and Kim and then some people from the dance team came in and we hung out with them for a little while and then we left and went home. All in all it was a good night. Well Im going to go now.
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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[Tuesday
April 5th, 2005] |
Today I stayed home from school cause Im sick as hell. I dont know whats wrong with me but I feel like shit....I slept most of the day making up for the time I didnt sleep yesterday night and last night. Yesterday I was fighting not to fall asleep in school and I sound terrible, so my mom told me to stay home today. Im sick of missing school cause I was out for a few days cause of my knee. And now Mrs. Bautis is like gonna fail me cause I missed so much work from her class, but its not my fault that within the span of 4 days she gives 2 quizes a test and like a bajillion worksheets. IM not worried about VP all of too much cause I know we were just editing the drama project until Thursday. My LJ budday posted the best news ever...Sat, May 21 -- Sayreville, NJ -- Starland Ballroom -- SUM 41 w/Unwritten Law & A Static Lullaby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only bad part is that, its on a Saturday and that means I have to like find a ride there. I dont care man I will walk there if I have to Im going to see Sum 41. So yeah Im going to go now.
Later Bitches.
Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses to you all,
Jessica.
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[Saturday
April 2nd, 2005] |
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Im a W H O R E for the camera sometimes.
FIN.
*Jessica*
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